melancholly

why do i feel so lonely and restless?

im stuck in a rut.

im not happy where i am, but im stalling in doing the things that i know will cause a change. it’s the one thing i really want and probably need the most at the moment.

does it really boil down to the simple fact that i have to face my fears. can it really be that simple?

the uncertainty of change is like the feeling i get of being alone in the dark.

failure… i’m afraid of being a failure.